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6th-Jun-2013 11:32 am - Chance, Again.
We live by Chance, but we do things to improve our Chances. That's the source of motivation, to improve our chances. That's how things get better. Retreating, offense, defense, aggression. It's fundamentally improving ones chances.
25th-May-2013 08:32 am - thoughts for a video, from a Dad.
There are times in life when you really need help, and don't get it. Most of the time people don't get help, they just flounder, suffer alone, like lone starving wolves. This is a natural thing, in a natural world, and we do live in a natural world, even if we try to isolate ourselves from it, we cannot in the end, that's just the way it is.
So, what happens? We fuck up in some way, or not, and we are just almost dead-in-the-water, lost, suffering. Part of my job here is to give you something, it's now 59 years for me. There are things people do that help. When you do sports, for example, you learn that losing is just part of winning, in fact, losing is the norm, winning is the exception, and you cannot win if you don't lose. You simply have to fail and try and fail and try. Usually you fail but that's the only way to learn. You cannot rely on chance. Chance really does not come to save you. Chance victimizes you. So learning, trying, failing, gives you the skill to be OK, to succeed and be happy. That's the only way, so the way is to hang on, learn about how things work well, learn about what beautiful is really all about. Beauty is nature and experience, and that's what's happening to you when it's really bad. You will make it if you hang on and keep working at it, and learn from your failures, so take a deep breath, gather yourself, and maybe try something new. Don't be afraid to try new ways to accomplish what you need to.
This is from a dad. I am a dad, and I wonder how I will help people, like my own kids, if I am not around. I know I'm a failure in many ways in helping my own kids to learn how to manage this wild and crazy life, but I have to do my best, keep trying, so here this is. There is a lot that I've had that's good. Working on cars, working in the ground, gardening, digging, music, love, tons of stuff. Being outside and seeing animals and nature in the real wild is good.
24th-Jan-2013 04:16 am - What is
can We start talking about is what really is rather than what we I want?
Each thinks he knows what really is
Somebody knows what's going on
16th-Jan-2013 09:35 am - laughing
you should be laughing yeah, you should be laughing, yeah.

1 is beat, - is rest
/2 is half beat (/2/2 is a roll of 2 1/2 beats)
10th-Dec-2012 07:40 am - Security
We need gimme security
Security babee
It's hard to change
Nothing how to be loving accepting how to be accepting how to keep coming
20th-Nov-2012 07:50 am - Work feel
The harder you work
The better you feel
20th-Nov-2012 02:50 am - Problems
Don't bllame me for my problems
They all happen to me
20th-Nov-2012 02:37 am - Question my question
Please no not never
Oh don't ever
No don't never
Question my questions
13th-Nov-2012 07:12 am - You don't want to play the game
You're gonna get hurtyou don't want to propose
Giving up on lovejust want to hump yaself
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